...

Time goes by.
I'm waiting my degree in June.

Well.
I will be CRAZY!
If I continue stay at home for 1 more month.

My life is getting bored.

I be a driver as usual.
I'm wondering when's my turn to be a passenger. (T^T)





Bryan & Huat Kek asked me went to watch movie in the afternoon.




Yes.
Shutter Island.

Well.
The intro is bored until you'll fall asleep.
LOL.

The climax is quite interesting.
You'll keep guessing what will happen next.
Beside some parts were funny.
LOL.

You're going to be crazy as their patients after you watched it.
Seriously.


Rate: 5.5 / 10

You couldn't even treat me nicely even I have treat you nicely.
I'm tired of that.

一定要用这样的态度吗？
真的不能好好地沟通吗？

I'm sorry.
I couldn't took it as a joke.


How could I cried for you?!
That's not worth at all!!!

GOD DAMN!
I HATE MYSELF!!!

眼睛又肿了。
习惯到没感觉了。

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-幸せな微笑-

Huat Kek's 19th B'day Celebration

BChung, Huat Kek, Michelle, NC, NjoyZs, Pheng Fei, Ting Song,
Wei Ping & I went to Green Box Aeon Bukit Tinggi.

We're trying to give Huat Kek a surprise as we said
we're going to celebrate Bryan's b'day earlier.

But seem like he had expected. (-.-")


We bought 12 pieces of different cupcakes as Huat Kek's b'day cake.
Our 1st time used cupcakes as a b'day cake.

Do you feel touch, Huat Kek?
LOL.


Well.
Everything can shown in our photos.
Let's see! (^~^)






The cupcakes.


Wishing.


Blowing.


Smiling.


Natural Wei Ping. Nice right?


Pretty Michelle. Glamorous right?


Small family? LOL.


7V?






Besties 4ever. (^~^)












Acting. (>_<)




Unfortunately we forgot to take our family photo. (T^T)

That's all for the celebration. (^~^)
You are damn satisfying with the celebration right? Huat Kek. :p






We're going to watch movie after that.
But Michelle & NjoyZs didn't join us. (T^T)




Yes.
The Clash of The Titans.


Well.
It's not good as I expected.

It still have the climax.
It's quite excited & nervous while watching their fight.
LOL.



BChung went back early too. (T^T)
We went to Sabi Wasabi to have our dinner after that.

Well.
That's all for today. (^~^)

我只是你的聆听者。
只会静静地聆听着。

而谁又能聆听我呢？
我只是向他们诉苦，
我只是想依赖他们。

你却说我不在乎这一切，
我的眼泪怎么就流下来。


你只看见我的坏，
却看不见我的好。

我想，
你永远都看不见吧？

一次又一次地被你伤害，
一次又一次地对你失望。


我很害怕有这一天的到来。

……心死了……
……不在乎了……



别再钻牛角尖了。
做人要看开一点。
才能够活得快乐。

别忘了，
我的名字的意义。
我的名字是你们取的。


是谁说付出真心一定要得到回报的呢？

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-幸せな微笑-

2nd April 2010

BChung, Huat Kek, NC, Pheng Fei, Soon Siong, Ting Song & I
went to Kwang Hua's Sport Day.

We stayed at there until 10am ++.
We went to CC after that (-.-")

I didn't went to there more than 2 years.
LOL.

Felt sorry to BChung since he didn't touch at all.
And just waited for us. (T^T)

We went to have our lunch in Mamak after that.


We went watch 2.45pm movie.
Here's the movie.




Yes.
How to Train Your Dragon.

Well.
Awesome climax.
Awesome movie.
Even their ratings had over AVATAR.

I love it.
Especially the Night Fury Dragon: Toothless.

He's really CUTE!!!
Especially his eyes and emotions. (^~^)

I wish I could have one.
LOL.









Bryan, DeadFish, Huat Kek, Michelle, NC, Pheng Fei,
Red Pig, Ting Song & I went to Centro Starbucks at 8pm.

Some of them late about an hour.
LOL.




We chit chat a lot.
I think this is the 1st time that I shared a lot of my secrets with them.
I think most of them get shocked right??
LOL.

Sorry that I didn't share with you guys before. (T^T)
Since I didn't know how to say about it.

I thought the secrets would keep in my heart forever.
But...
That's mean it's not important to me anymore.
I had let it go successfully.


回想起来。
是我太傻。

I'm fine now.

Thanks my dearest friends.



I know I might be hurt someone when I said out.
I'm sorry...


I heard a lot of secrets from them too!
Shhhhh..........
I had promised.
LOL.



别太在乎这一切。
对这世界看开点。

是我太执着了。

*Michelle told me. I'm agree. Thanks my dear. (^~^)*






Everything will be alright.




I feel warm & happy that I have you guys.
Thanks for always beside me.
I appreciate it.

Please stay with me.
I LOVE YOU GUYS.

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-幸せな微笑-

The Beginning of April 2010

Hey,
Did you have cheated by anyone??

I did!
LOL.



I couldn't believe that I had cheated by DoubleS (Young Saeng)!
OH MY GOD!!! (-.-")

He had posted in official website said that their album are
not going to release on 501.

..........



And ended with the words of "Happy April Fool"!!! (-.-")


I wondered that how many TripleS had cried out.

Kyu Jong had cheated by him too.
But he had posted a long comment. (^~^)


Guess what...??!
Hyun Joong posted comment too!
I think this is the 1st time that 3 of them posted comment in the same day.

And..........

Saying that he's going to study in Spain..........

I'm not going to believe that!!!
He was trying to cheat us again! (-.-")

But..........
Kyu Jong believe that!!!


Speechless.......... (-.-")


你们两只小鬼，给我记住！




I had cheated by someone.
Cheated my feeling.
Successfully!!!
Congrats to him! (-.-")


Speechless..........
LOL.



Xuan was asking me out to Sunway Pyramid.
I didn't think so much.
So..........
Cheated again. (-.-")

Ah Tong told me that I had changed a lot after he saw my photos.
And..........
I believe it.
Cheated again. (-.-")

BChung told me that he couldn't attend on tomorrow.
And..........
I believe it!

So..........
Again & again!!! (-.-")




Do you agree that I'm an IDIOT?!!!

Why everyone were trying to fool me?!!!


I'm really speechless.......... (-.-")




Well.
Congrats to you guys that had cheated me.
LOL.


HaPpy April Fool!






I had received Grace's surprise on last week!
Thanks my dear~


Here's the surprise!




I LOVE IT!

I LOVE YOU!!!
Muacksssss~~~ (>_<)





I took some photos with my Milo. (^~^)



He was acting like a model right?
Very cute right? (>_<)

I LOVE HIM!
I feel great that he's with me when I'm alone.



Oh ya!
I received
SS501 Five Men's Five Years in 2005-2009 MBS DVD Collection!


YEAH!!! (^~^)



Thanks to my TSMY family.
BOBO~~! Saranghaeyo~! (>_<)



Here's Milo with me.
He was sleepy. (-.-")
LOL.







Today is meaningfully & speechless.


Since I had cheated by A LOT OF friends,
received my collection & took photo with Milo. (^~^)

Again.
I cut myself.

I'm really mad.
Addicted to it.



The Beginning of April 2010.

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-幸せな微笑-

The End of March 2010

Time goes by.


April Fool is coming.
Do you have any idea to cheat your friends or your lovers?

If you love them,
PLEASE DO IT!!!

LOL.
Just a joke. (>_<)



Raining recently.
Do you like the weather?

Yeah.
I love it.
If I'm at home. (^~^)

I'm at home recently.
So I love the weather!
Don't jealous me! LOL.


I love raining.

It's heavy in sometimes.
It's light in sometimes.
It's quite confusing as my feeling.


"I love to walk in the rain cause nobody knows that I'm crying..."

"I love to walk in the rain cause it lets me couldn't see clearly..."



Do you have lovers?
Please appreciate it.

Don't realize to appreciate it when you lost it.
REMEMBER THAT!



Tomorrow will be a Great Day. (^~^)

I miss you.
I'm really miss you.

But I had lost you.


我已经拥有在雨中奔跑的勇气了！
你呢？

我过得很好！
你呢？


我学会了放手！
你 一定要幸福哦~ (^~^)

真希望雨能下不停
让想念继续 让爱变透明
我相信我就会看到 彩虹的美丽


The End of March 2010.

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-幸せな微笑-

如果

如果 我离去
我一步步的离去
会是什么样的感觉
我没有勇气去想

如果 你离去
你离我而去
我该如何送你远去
我总是这样胆小


也许我是个傻瓜吧
才只会呆呆地望着你
忘记了去感受你的心意
所以
彼此之间才会渐行渐远吧


真的像个傻瓜
才会连句爱你也说不出口
相遇之后的等待
那么痛苦
也许是在害怕
怕生活会变得更加悲伤


如果 你来了
你一步步的走近
我该怎样做
我真的不知道


也许我是个傻瓜吧
才只会呆呆地望着你
忘记了去感受你的心意
所以
彼此之间才会渐行渐远吧


真的像个傻瓜
才会连句爱你也说不出口
相遇之后的等待
那么痛苦
也许是在害怕
怕生活会变得更加悲伤

I did care.
But I couldn't express well.

I will make my dreams come true.
That's me. (^~^)

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-幸せな微笑-

Music · Guitar Addiction

I found the colors in my life.


Music · Guitar


I couldn't lost Music in my life.
I Love Music.


I'm learning Guitar in my life.
I Love Guitar.




Well.
It's good for me.

Music & Guitar Addiction. (^~^)

Music · Guitar



Colors of My Life.

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-幸せな微笑-