给仰望着同一片天空的你

就如同万事皆不能如人所愿
无法像期待的那样将故事发展
然而若说继续活着走向明天
只为了那个未曾谋面的你
那么我会用笑容　 遮起未愈的伤痕
将挥之不去的过去寄于未来
我会比昨天更坚强地迈出脚步
我要找到 the love of my life song

倘若能够忘却
我愿携爱而行
再一次满怀憧憬
即使百转千回
我也会独自将你寻觅


双手之间的温存
拉近了你我的心 　此刻
多想遇见 仰望着同一片天空的你

当我想找人依靠的时候
多么希望你就在身边
然而无从开口　 你不在这里
反复浮现出你的笑容
看着你开怀大笑
我也能一同欢笑 　放声高歌
我愿相信偶然的奇迹必将成真
将这一曲旋律　 传递到你的耳旁

倘若存在命中注定
我愿赌一赌 　不再回头
迈出步伐　 从这里开始
请将我带到你身边
我一直独自寻觅着你


双手之间的温存
拉近了你我的心 　此刻
多想遇见　 仰望着同一片天空的你

告诉我吧
到底要怎样
才能与你邂逅呢？
我多想遇见你
告诉我吧 　你现在在哪里？


明媚的阳光
渐渐牵引着我和你
只为遇见　 怀藏着同一份悲伤的你

枯叶零落
渐染枫红
秋风萦绕之际
愿能与你心心相依

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-幸せな微笑-

Lonely in Gorgeous

I dashed out at 0 o’clock in the morning
I kicked the door open
My glass slippers shattered
And my dress tore, too

Hey, aren’t you shocked?
Even if I chased after you, you wouldn’t come
My tears overflow and I can’t run anymore…

It just might be jealousy… It’s-so-pain-ful…!!

“Lonely in Gorgeous”
Party night… I’m breaking my heart
I want you to find me immediately and embrace me

The headlights shine
Where are you bad boy?
Wipe away my tears with the scarf of love
I can’t see anything

I want to scrape up stardust
And hurl it at you
Why do you care?
And yet you are only able to love yourself…

I just might be falling out of love… Is it for real…?!

“Lonely in Gorgeous”
Party time…Won’t bury that
If you’re not here, then the world seems empty

I want to keep dreaming
“I miss you bad boy”
Please don’t shut me inside the glitter
Or I’ll break down

“Lonely in Gorgeous”
I’m breaking my heart
Where are you bad boy?
“Lonely in party night”

“Lonely in Gorgeous”
I’m breaking my heart
I miss you bad boy
“Lonely in party time”

“Lonely in Gorgeous”
Party night… I can’t laugh
I don’t need anything, just be by my side

“Lonely in Gorgeous”
Party night… I’m breaking my heart
Inside of the box of glitter that you left behind
I embrace loneliness and I can’t move
I don’t need anything, just be by my side
Kneel down, look at me
And pledge your love

I won't be lonely,
The loneliness always beside of me.

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-幸せな微笑-

悲伤绝对

我不会舍弃心灵
即使这就是终点
谁都无法夺走我的回忆与希望


回想牵手时的温暖
越是痛苦的时候就越要露出笑容
我总是因为一件伤心的事
就会忘记所有开心的事
却也一点点让我的意志变得坚定

即使无法承受的悲伤选择了我
如果一定要有人来背负这命运之签
我不愿意当一个就苟且偷生的人
虽然明白其中的艰辛
为了让明天的自己露出笑容


这像是一个命运的游戏正在结束
被甩了的叹息 人沿着命运的道路行进
就算眼里映入的所有的东西都被夺走或是失去
只有你对我说的话 谁也不能夺去

在伸手不见五指的没有了爱的夜里
陷入沉睡之前 我总是想起你
明天要和你一起探索那片云彩
虽然知道不可能 却只为能比今天有所前进


不管是面对美好的东西 还是怎样的痛
在不能事事忧虑的时代中
快乐很快会过去 痛苦才是永远的
在这样讨厌的相对论中度过

眺望天空 看着悠悠的浮云
就像不知何时的我一样 探寻着你的声音


就让再见成为不再说起的语言 就算这里是终点
至少让我自己的希望和心不被夺去
在一天的结束 入睡之前 总是想着 明天能否相会
虽然知道不可能 但是留在心中的爱
谁也不能夺去 为了能笑着迎接明天
轻飘飘的浮云和我的忧郁一同飘动
在同一片云中 是否还有“像自已一样”的人同行

November is going to end soon.

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-幸せな微笑-

His Innocence Smile

I followed my parents went to Prince Hotel on this morning.
Before that I need to pay my college's fess.
That's why I was following them.

My parents don't know where was the Prince Hotel.
So they keep finding.

I felt uncomfortable.
I didn't have breakfast & I slept at 2am on yesterday. (@_@)

Finally we reached.
A HIGH CLASS place.
Really.
A lot of educational people. Speaking!

I need to smile with everyone. Pretending.
Gosh~

Lastly I went to outside to wait for my parents.
I still felt uncomfortable & moody.
By the way I don't like to pretend. (-.-")


A kid was sitting beside me.
And his dad.

He let the chair fall down unfortunately.
His dad didn't scold him but asked him what he did. *A nice daddy*
LOL.

The kid looked at me.
I smiled at him.
LOL.

I don't really like kids actually.
I'm afraid of them.
Cause of...
Hmm... I would like to skip that.


His dad took him went inside the ballroom after that.
He turned back & gave me a wave.
Again & again...
Until he went inside.


His innocence smile.
I felt comfortable. (^~^)

3rd semester is going to start on next week.

Time goes by.
Ganbatte! Xyue.

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-幸せな微笑-

韩剧-冻结 (Freeze)

LOVE between an immortal who has been living for 350 years with existential agony & a girl who is alone in this world, & love that has been painfully kept for last 350 years.

本剧改编自同名漫画，讲述了吸血鬼的爱情故事。人们永远渴望长生不老青春永驻，但如果真 正成为吸血鬼，你就会知道永远的不老不死实际上是多么的寂寞和痛苦。深爱的人明明就在你身边，但你却无法阻止她容颜老去最终化为尘埃，而明明曾经和她海誓 山盟的你，却依然如故，就连希望离开这个人世都做不到。

红螺湖别墅三期 空中圆墅 一层一户 千里寻医消肌瘤保子宫 光荣与梦想：中国影像

　　今年已经390岁的白中原就是一只吸血鬼，他总是在完全没有力气的时候，才在深爱他的梨花的逼迫下喝血。中原和梨花实际上本来是一对深爱彼此的恋人，但随着漫长的时间的推移，对“吸血鬼”的憎恶令他也反感起了梨花。

　　某天一向紧闭心扉的中原邂逅了过去曾经爱过的女人的女儿智友，本来不想管这个刁钻古怪的小丫头，但智友就是有办法缠上这个“自己母亲恋人的儿子”。

　　常言道爱情没有界限，所以一个390岁的老吸血鬼，最终居然和一个19岁的小丫头坠入了情网。

　　原本打算永生永世守着中原的梨花，因此对中原越来越怨恨。但中原是吸血鬼而智友不过是个生命短促的人类，他们最终一定不能在一起，届时这段三角恋又将恢复成自己和中原的永世之恋。梨花一直这样坚信着，但最后却还是把结束吸血鬼生命的方法，告诉了中原。

A 5-episode mini drama. Freeze stars Lee Seo Jin as Joong-won, a vampire who has spent over 350 years trying to forget his lost love. Neither living nor dead, Joong-won wanders through the country with his friend and fellow vampire Yi-hwa (Son Tae Young). Out of fear of being hurt again, Joong-won shuts down his heart & lives a sheltered existence. But when he meets Ji-woo (Park Han Byul), a girl who aged 19 years, emotions begin to stir within him that he thought were long dead. And of course Yi-hwa hates about that & tries to destroy...

Rate: 8.5/10

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-幸せな微笑-

I Still Believe In Love...

It was a clear summer day
When I saw the tears on your face
I knew that our time was up on us

Our moment of end was so fast
But the kiss of goodbye always lasts
Not even time could fade it away

Even though you are no longer here
There is still something between us
Even though life isn't fair
I'll never lose my trust


Just another lesson to be learned
Gotta move on and not lose faith
Just another obstacle to take
Live my life before it gets too late

I won't give up, I won't stay down
This is what life's worth living for
I still believe in love


I'm holding the warmth of your lips
It feels like the first time we kissed
When all of the stars lined up for us

But like the wind you said goodbye
And left me alone here to cry
We shouldn't have gone our separate ways

Even though you are no longer here
There is still something between us
Even though life isn't fair
I'll never lose my trust


Just another lesson to be learned
gotta move on and not lose faith
just another obstacle to take
live my life before it gets too late

I won't give up, I won't stay down
this is what life's worth living for
I still believe in love

I still believe in love...

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-幸せな微笑-

My 18th.

November.
A lot of friends' birthday.

2nd: T.S
5th: Kian Wei
6th: NjoyZs
7th: Me
8th: Wee Lin
11th: Soon Siong

Yeah.
Our birthday are too close. (-.-")
That's why this month will bankruptcy.
LOL.



7th of November.
My 18th Birthday.

Hooray!

I had a great memories 18th!!! (^~^)


Specially thanks to you guys!
I love you guys!!!
I didn't know how many times should I said it.
LOL.


As Bryan's promise.
As NjoyZs's order.
As Others' wishes.

They really gave me a BIG BIG bear bear!!!
I'm too excited when I saw it.
I know. LOL.

We're totally HIGH = NOISY. (-.-")
Even some of them had an quarrel.
LOL.

Here's some photo would like to share with you guys. (^~^)



The 5 Birthday Star.
T.S didn't come.


Yes. Our Birthday Cake!


After wishes.


Family photo. (^~^)


Bestie.


Bryan.


Huat Kek & Boon Chung.


Grayson.


Red Pig.




NjoyZs.


Kian Wei.


Soon Siong.


Boon Chung.


Enjoying their singing.


My BIG BIG bear bear!!!



















Look like my BIG BIG bear bear became a SUPERSTAR!
LOL.



We're enjoying our time in GREEN BOX as well. (^~^)



We're going to watch Poker King after that.



Yeah.
It's nice.
Funny.
Keep laughing. Of course!

But it's cold inside the cinema. (-.-")
LOL.


That's my sweet 18th with my lovely friends. (^~^)
Muacksssss~~



Reached home.
My family was going to having dinner at outside for my celebration...??
So I changed clothes then went out again. (-.-")

Nice dinner. (^~^)

*Actually my mum had give me 'ANG PAO' on this morning. LOL.*


I'm going to Pasar Malam with my mum after that.
Going to buy dessert. (>_<)


Reached home again. (-.-")
Received Nico's message.

She said that someone's going to my house now!
Oh My God!
Who's that?
But she's not going to tell me. (T^T)


Unbelievable!
It was her!!!
Wah... I'm so touched.
LOL.

She wanted to give me surprise.
But my doggy was giving her surprise 1st.

I forgot that my doggy was at outside & I opened the gate.
He was so excited when he saw Nico.
That's true!
LOL.

Wah... She gave me her present & T.S's present.
Wah... So nice & touched.
She came to my house & gave me HOR. (T^T)
I gave her a hug then! (>_<)


Between,
I received Tong's recorded song for me.
It's a birthday song that sang by him.
So nice. (^~^)

I received Wei Kang's call.
Wah... So nice.
I thought he forgot already. (-.-")
Thanks buddy!

I received Hui Shan's call.
She really asked me whether I had died or not. (-.-")
LOL.
Thanks dear!

I received a lot of wishes from my phone & facebook.
Thanks guys!

Thanks for the BIG BIG bear bear!
I really like it so much!
Thanks for wishes!
Thanks for other presents too!
(^~^)


Friends Forever~


I really felt warm & happy.
I'll appreciate it.
I think I'm the happiest person in this world.
LOL.

I hope you guys can have your dreams come true as well & happy forever.


HaPpy Birthday!

Muackssssss~~

I received someone's call.
I never thought that he would call.
I really hope that he was forgotten.
I really hope that he doesn't treat me so nice.

I will felt more better than that.
I will be able to let it go.

I was laughing when I chat with him.
I was crying after I finished the call.

Anyway thanks for wishes.
I appreciate it, friend. (^~^)

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-幸せな微笑-