Thursday, April 30, 2009
夢之翼
那个时候
难以抵抗你幼小的笑脸
喜欢你微笑的世界
虽然想留在你身边
可是心中刻有难以释怀的伤痛
Time goes by
轻年流逝 改变了的两人虽然也能前进
失去的东西 梦想的东西
牵起那双手 便能回想起来
想要一直在你的身边
伤心的往事陪伴着我们共同度过
在你的心中
我是那么的重要
从未来袭来的大风
你坚信着那一天
未来将飞舞得更高更远……
Time goes by
时光流逝 一定还有不曾改变的东西
传达不到 却想要找到
寻找到梦想的翅膀
想要在你身边、永远……
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Hoho~~
Yeah
I got my license P on today
But I didn't have car can let me drive T.T
I scared to drive
Because in my house just have 2 Mercedes Benz T.T
If anything happen to the cars when I drive
I sure let my dad kill! @_@
Today went back to my house
My mum let me drive back
Hoho~~
But she keep blah blah blah on me
I felt pressure with that T.T
I think I will suitable with cars as soon as well ^_^
Sunday, April 26, 2009
I'm Sorry To My Family
Sometime I'm a slow reaction person
I didn't noticed my mum gave me suggestion
When I'm watching movie
My mum suddenly said want to go out have dinner
But I really didn't like watch "half" movie T.T
I refused to have dinner
At last
I had decided to go
I turn off the movie
I went upstairs to change clothes
I heard they had closed the door
I quickly ran to downstairs
They had locked the door T.T
I hate that feeling
Just like they forgot me & want to leave me
Just like I'm not a part of them (Am I unnecessary?)
My mum saw me want to go then she came to open door again
Seriously that time I'm "on fire"
I just went into my bedroom straightly
My mum asked me went out
I'm started quarreling with my mum (I'm such as an ass!)
My mum said I had made whole family unhappy (Look like I'm the host =.=)
That's why I became more angry
I'm really stubborn
Now I wonder my mum asked us to have dinner at outside
because today is my brother's birthday
I had realized T.T
......
At last
My family went out & having their dinner
How about me...?
I'm crying & angry with myself
I'm throwing the things in my bedroom (I'm always did that when I was angry =.=)
I had long time didn't had a fit of temper
Oh God~
I had treat my family like that
I'm really such as an ass!
I'm sorry to my brother
Let him have a unhappy dinner T.T
I'm really sorry... Forgave me...
HaPpy Birthday ^_^
Hey BRYAN
HaPpy Birthday to you~
Wish you all the best & wish your dreams come tru3~~ ^_^
All of us love you >.<
Hey MY BROTHER
HaPpy Birthday to you~
Today must be happy & wish your dreams com3 tru3~
I love you!! ^_^
p.s
Today is my lovely friend & brother's birthday
I hope they are all the best & have a nice day!
Friday, April 24, 2009
Feelings
-17 years-
How many things that I had missed?
How many things that I had lost it?
How many things that I had get it?
-FRIENDSHIP-
Yeah
I got a lot of best friends
Especially "A3"
I miss them & love them
-LONELY-
I feel lonely in sometimes
Feel like want in LOVE T.T
I still waiting my "Mr.Right @ Guardian Angel"
I'm a dreamer =.=
"Anyway I have to concentrate on my study 1st..."
-PASSIVE-
Yeah
Even I like that people
I wouldn't said it out & wouldn't express it also
I don't know how to express it & I don't want to get hurt again
-L.O.V.E-
It's complicated
I still can't get what it mean =.=
Is this world have "TRUE LOVE"?
Anyway I believe in FATE
Someday I will know that ^_^
Thursday, April 23, 2009
DAMN HaPpy! >.<
We're going to Sunway Pyramid-RED BOX
I had long time didn't went there
Actually we went there for celebrating my friend's birthday
We had sang a lot of songs and took a lot of photos
We had enjoyed our times
Bryan so "kacau" >.<
Nico & I
Michelle & I
Bryan & I
Bryan act cute =.=
Cheer Up Guys!
We're having our lunch at there
It looks delicious? XD
It looks delicious,Michelle >.<
Hoho~ My lunch >.<
Yeah,Nico!
I like back-to-back picture
Wow~ I like this picture XD
Reflection picture =.=
Nice~
God~PF & Bryan act cool...
Michelle & I act cool? =.=
What are they doing? @_@
I like this picture also >.<
Act cool again.. =.=
Chess!
After that we went to ASIAN AVENUE
We're going there to take photos again =.=
Is it nice? ^_^ I love it
Even we're just 5 people (A lot of friends can't come T.T) But we had a lot of fun at there
Hoho~ Bryan took us back home.. >.< Bryan,
HaPpy B!rthday to you~~
And wish your dream come tru3 ^_^
Sunday, April 19, 2009
I didn't noticed before T.T
Now I realized that you had accompany me?protect me?
If not someone told me that
I really didn't notice before
I thought you had "someone" else in your heart
Or am I misunderstanding? T.T
I'm confusing @.@
I'm sorry that I didn't notice before
Anyway thanks for accompany me
I wouldn't forgot that ^.^
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Orientation Dinner!
But when I reached there about 8.40pm!
Oh God~ Malaysia's KTM can't believe!! T.T
I had waited 1 hour for KTM
What the......!! =.=
Wow~
Orientation dinner ROCKS!!
Awesome!! Even damn hot =.=
Dancing,singing,screaming.....
That was my 1st time felt that orientation just like disco?club?
Whatever... I didn't went those places before
I saw my friends all dancing nice & enjoyed
I thought I'm just like a kid~!
OMG~ T.T
Anyway I had enjoyed it with my friends ^.^
Thanks to Nicholas helped us took pictures ^^
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Going Sunway Pyramid with College's friends
Most of our course's friends were going there
When we reached there
My friends said that wanna tried "Yogurt Berry"
Hmm.. Not bad taste..
There were some photo that we had took
Kar Mun,Mishan & I
Kar Mun & I
Is it delicious? XD
Is it lovely?
Wow~ There has a "BIG LOVE"
Taking photo in washroom?! I wonder why girls like to take photo inside there...? =.=
That was my 1st time playing ice skating! OMG~
There was a lot of people
That shoes was a bit heavy =.=
I thought it would be easy
Oh God~
That was so slippery!
And of cause I had felt down T.T
But I didn't get hurt anyway
That's need thanks to my friends >.<
When I saw someone feel down
I really want to help them but I can't stand well with myself also T.T
I felt sorry with those people
Well anyway I had fun at there
At least I had tried ice skating even I still can't skating well T.T
I will try my best on next time (If I'm going)
Monday, April 13, 2009
Suffer!!!
Recently I'm really suffer & unhappy!!
I can't suitable with myself
Just like I'm not myself
I hate that!
I don't like no opinion
I don't like be cute
I don't like pink color
I don't like disguising in front of people
I don't like those things!
Actually I like playing games such as "Most Wanted,Final Fantasy VII,Chaos Legion,online game......"
I like to watch those adventure movies such as "Fast & Furious 4,I Am Legend......."
I like to watch animation such as "D.Gray Man,NANA,Claymore......"
I like bands
I like cool
I like MIKA NAKASHIMA
I like Japan's things & I hope I can go to Japan in someday
I love those things! That's awesome!
That's why I join guys more than I join girls
Because I had a lot of things can talk with guys (I think so =.=)
Of cause I had "girlfriends" also
We just like "sisters"
Maybe some people would think that I'm childish (About those things that I like) =.=
Whatever... I don't care
I don't really know how to expression myself (by saying? T.T)
I hope people can understand me
I just want to be myself! Please!
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Watch Movie with Friends
Today I went out watch movie with my friends
The movie called "Shinjuku"
When we arrived
They had brought 9 tickets
But we had 10 peoples =.=
And the movie was fulled
Oh God~
We had tried to ask again for the seat of that movie that just for 1 person
Yeah.. Really got 1 seat in line D
But my friends had brought in line F
And who gonna sit in there?
Some of my friends started not feeling well with that
Do you guys know that?
We can't always gathering like that cause everyone are start move to their future..
And I really don't like to see you guys are not feeling well
I just hope we can enjoy in our times ^^
Beside
They decided to give up 1 ticket and 2 peoples went to watch "Fast & Furious 4"
Hmm.. I didn't think we should do that
I didn't want my friends separated
Finally I brought the ticket which in line D
And I sit in there alone =.= (That was my decision)
Well that's not the 1st time I sit alone to watch movie
I really didn't mind it
That movie really not bad
I had enjoy it ^.^
Hey guys
Not even what happen
Not even where we are
You guys are my best friends
I wouldn't forget that
I love you guys~ ^^
Friday, April 10, 2009
My Name
I'm just thinking of my name on today
When I was born
My dad was given my name that called "Katherine Kee Xiao Yue"
Even I'm not a christian =.=
And my brother didn't have English name at all (I don't know why =.=)
Every time my friends will asked me "Are you christian?"
Well "I'm not!!"
When in primary school everyone called me "Xiao Yue"
But when in secondary school some of my friends started called me "Katherine,Kathy or Kat"
"Kathy & Kat" also not bad ^^
And some of them were not called in correct pronoun
Some like "Ka,The,Rine"
God~I really don't like that pronoun.. T.T
Actually I prefer my closer friends called me "晓悦"
Well I like this name
This name for me is meaningful
"晓" means "know" while "悦" means "happy"
My parents said that they hope me can be a happy girl (Do I? =.=)
And this name feel like more friendly (in my mind)>.<
"Katherine" is not bad also
I had seen that many people use in alphabet "C"
But I'm in alphabet "K"
Quite special ( I think so =.=)
Anyway thanks to my parents that given me a nice name ^^
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
I'm really useless
And I had failed even I had passed "on the road" T.T
I almost cry for that (actually had cried =.=)
I had failed "mendaki bukit"
Really unbelievable
I never failed when I praticed
But when test I failed
I really felt in bad mood
Cause I need wait 2 weeks just can test again
I felt I'm very useless on today T.T
21 April I must pass my test on that
I swear with that!
Monday, April 6, 2009
My Feeling About Taking Mass Communication
Today was my 1st day study in college
Last week was just an orientation day
Hmm... Let's say about my feeling
I'm feeling this course like not very suitable for me
Some like need speaking a lot & must have a very good communication (like show off?! @@)
You guys know that? I really don't like to show off =.=
Oh God~ For me is quite difficult from started
Just like today we had a group to discuss about our creative idea(I'm in that group also)
When people asked me about some idea
I didn't have any idea & just be quiet =.=
How foolish am I
Actually I'm an active person (just active in my best friends' group =.=)
But now in Taylor's I'm just like a quiet person
Maybe just haven't suitable & become more active T.T
Well I hope I could speak as good as well & have a nice communication
And I will make myself to become more active
So that I would not regret about my choice with mass communication
Ganbatte~!! ^.^
Sunday, April 5, 2009
Driving?!
Today was my last time learn driving
And I had a bit forgot how to drive =.=
Oh God~
Hmm.. I'll have my test drive on next Tuesday
So I can't go to college T.T
And that day I got 3 period of classes (My 1st time in college)
I hope I'll pass my test drive!!
Then I can get my license ^.^
Endless Story
If you haven’t changed your mind
Then I want you by my side Tonight
I’m so tired of always having to bluff
Everytime I think about you baby, I feel so young
If I could just tell you I miss you
It’s so hard to say I’m sorry
You see, I want to sing this song, not for just anyone
but just for you
An ENDLESS STORY that keeps on shining
Always, I wanna show you, forever and ever
Memories of our time together
this way, they don’t go away
Once I knew that the warmth between us had disappeared,
gentle tears started to spread over my chest
This is not where it ends, I’m missing you
please don’t let go of my hand
You see, I wish I could sing this song, just for you
just one more time
An ENDLESS STORY of undying love
tell me why, please tell me, forever and ever
Saturday, April 4, 2009
ORION
I was the one who cried
Because you told me
That not showing any signs of weakness
Is not the same as being strong
I believe
On my way home my breath grows cold
The stars are just swaying
Even the fleeting warmth
I’ve just discovered
Seems to be easily forgotten
I’ve realized now, for the first time
That I can love someone
I was the one who cried
I kept my eyes on the winter constellations
So that they would never vanish
From this sky
I believe
My palm has grown numb
I want to touch you forever so we can never be apart
Though I repeat the words I want to say to you in my mind
I still can’t say them aloud
I’ll say something silly and smile
Then gently wrap my arms around you
I counted the shooting stars
The miracle of having met you
Taught me
The meaning
Of the life I’m living now
So I believe